Words: Fail

I try to focus on words that build up, that encourage, that are hopeful, and giving.

But at the moment, the words in my heart are not so uplifting, encouraging, hopeful and giving.

But I don't want to write those words---it's as though if I did, I give them power. How's that verse go, "Whatever is pure, noble, trustworthy"----etc., ----meditate on these.

Set my mind on things above.

Where the heck do these "bad" words come from? They need to be put to death.