Thursday, February 18, 2010

Fear and Living Outside the Comfort Zone

For the last year and a half, I have challenged myself to step outside of my comfort zone. It's not that I am a shy person, or scared to try new things, but somewhere over the last 10 years, I had lived my life between some very narrow lines. I had become afraid to step too far from my comfort zone of church, work, and family responsibility.

And this is not healthy fear,-----but rather it's the paralyzing fear that the enemy uses to keep us from being fully alive.

It's the fear that whispers, "Oooh---you're going to go back to your old habits," or "you've become too boring, they won't like you, " or "why would you want to do that?"

It's not like I was exactly in a comfort zone coma----I was living a full and productive, serving life----and I can see where the Lord used me in spite of my anxiety---but I wasn't fully alive!

So I am battling my fears. Fears of letting people know the real me. Fears of stepping out into the unknown. Fears of admitting I don't know everything. Fears of failing. Fears of saying what I really think. For the last year and a half---I have been using every weapon the Lord has provided me to fight my fears---and I've experienced victory!

The scriptures say a lot about fears and God repeatedly says "Do not be afraid":

Genesis 15:1 NIVIsaiah 44:8 NIVOf course,---I love the story of Mary when the angel comes to her and says, "Do not be afraid".

So--- facing my fears, and stepping outside my comfort zone. This is my new fully alive-stepping out in faith---living life to the max self.

Amen-------Lisa

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